Saul’s Form of Strength: Persevering in Indian Horse
Perseverance is the hardest but most necessary quality for success; in fact, perseverance is a hard-earned characteristic for Richard Wagamese’s protagonist, Saul in his 2012 novel, Indian Horse. Saul is able to persevere through residential school, racist bullying and the disease of being an alcoholic. Even though Saul does not have a perfect ending, he is able to persevere through enough hard times to be successful.
Saul is able to persevere when he is left with a sense of unworthiness, through racism and succeeds when all odds are against him, because of his determination. First of all, he is determined to fight even though everything is taken from him. Influential people or many of his jealous team members took away from him his culture, his religion, many opportunities but most importantly hope. When Saul first arrives at residential school, he describes this by saying “When your innocence is stripped from you, when your people are denigrated, when the family you came from is denounced and your tribal ways and rituals are pronounced backward, primitive, savage, you come to see yourself as less than human. That is hell on earth, that sense of unworthiness. That is what they inflicted on us”(81). This shows just how unworthy they make them feel in residential schools and how much harder it makes it to succeed. Being alone makes this harder because he does not have support. To succeed after having the childhood Saul has in residential schools makes his success much greater. Wagamese’s protagonist does not let constant negative and racist words get in the way of his fight. Saul describes hockey as a game for ‘white’ people by saying, “white ice, white players.”(pg.149). This is a very simple quote that describes the racism in the game. The game is played with a negative and racist mentality. Persevering through racism is very hard and shows how much determination Saul has since the playing field is never equal. Finally, Saul shows determination by persevering and putting up a good fight even when he knows all odds were against him.
Saul knows it would be hard to succeed, as many of his own team members of Moose remind him why not, “first you’re not from here and you’re taking a spot away from someone else. Second is you’re a sawed-off little runt and they’re gonna think they have to protect you, stand up for you.”(100). This shows how much determination he has, how he keeps fighting even though they constantly remind him to stop. People reminding him why to stop makes persevering much harder since he does not have support throughout the journey. The fact that Saul has a thousand reasons why to stop but just needs one to stay shows how much determination he has. They see Saul making the team as him ‘taking’ the place from someone instead of ‘filling’ one. Saul has a really hard time growing up but he has much more determination, allowing him to put up a good fight and persevere.Saul’s success story is not his initial dream, but shows perseverance through many challenges and the ability to redeem himself having courage, hope and self- discipline. Saul suffers from alcoholism but is able to recover having the courage to accept his disease and ask for help. He shows courage going back to the New Dawn Centre and work very hard to get passed it, saying “I went back because I needed a solid new start on a new road and I knew it would be hard” (207). One of the scariest things in life is to get up one a person has fallen. Saul is brave and courageous enough to get a solid new start. So, it is courage what makes this story’s ending a success. Hope is the only thing that keeps a person moving and from giving up. This is one of the reasons Saul is admired the most, for having hope in the darkest and hardest times.
Since the beginning of the novel, Saul demonstrates having hope, saying “I no longer felt hopeless, chill air around me because I had Father Leboutillier, the ice, the mornings and the promise of the game Ii would soon be old enough to play” (66). From this passage he describes hockey as his ‘happy’ or ‘safe’ place. Saul is ready for more challenges and to keep persevering. It is Saul’s hopeful attitude towards life that’s helps him get through rough times. Having hope teaches Saul that the only way to make a dream possible is to go through what seems impossible. Having no support from anyone requires a lot of self discipline to achieve your dreams. Saul starts his hockey journey alone and taught himself that having self discipline is the only way to succeeds. The beginning of his hockey did not journey did not really seems like one since he began cleaning the rink and is not allowed to play. Saul discovered his passion alone, when he describes “I made sure my stick made no sound against the ice, lest someone discover me there. When the first turd eventually broke apart, I’d take another and march up on ice again with a substitute” (67). Saul is not allowed to play, but manages to learn the rules. With self discipline he taught himself to play the game but most importantly to work hard everyday. One of the hardest things Saul has to persevere through is redemption.The only way to persevere is by rising when falling by redeeming yourself. Saul is able to do so by having courage, hope and self discipline.Saul perseveres through so many challenges in order to achieve many of his dreams. His story a successful one, even though it did not have a stereotypical ‘successful’ ending.
Saul fights through residential school and finds out that hockey is his only hope and becomes his dream. Attempting to achieve this dream he faces many challenges. He overcomes many but unfortunately falls into alcoholism. After hitting rock bottom he is able to rise again having determination and having the ability to redeem himself. In life, everyone has dreams they want to achieve. People fight hard every day but even harder when we are less hopeful. Saul’s life in the novel Indian Horse is a very successful one. Not because he becomes the best hockey player but because he rises after hitting rock bottom. However, hope, perseverance and determination all relate, they are what keeps Saul going and leads Saul to success.
Erasing the Indian in ‘Indian Horse’
Aboriginal identity and the struggle to maintain it amongst other hostile forces is a major theme in Richard Wagamese’s novel, Indian Horse. The book charts the journey of Saul Indian Horse, a young Ojibway boy, as he is separated from his family, and brought to a residential school that aims to erase Indian culture from Aboriginal children’s minds. In Tracking Heaven, Richard Van Camp brings up the question, “Who is the bigger liar? – The story teller or those who don’t tell stories?” and concludes with the declaration that “silence is a lie” (5). I argue that Saul’s struggle to articulate the traumatic experiences that he goes through is precisely a resistance against the residential school’s silencing of his cultural identity. This is made especially prominent in Chapter 12 of the novel, when Saul lists down, one by one, the children who he meets in the school, along with their backstories. Here, silence is presented as a form of erasure, and by telling his and their stories, Saul rebuilds and resists the erasure of the children’s identities, as well as that of the Aboriginal culture.
In Chapter 12, silencing is presented as a way to erase the Aboriginal culture from the children. They are prohibited from speaking their native language, and “speaking a word in that language could get [them] beaten or banished to the box in the basement” (Wagamese 48). By describing the banned native language as “Indian talk” (48), Wagamese highlights the important link between cultural identity and language – you are what you speak. This is further emphasised when Saul tells the reader about how the kids “called [him] ‘Zhaunagush’”, the Aboriginal word for “white man”, “because [he] could speak and read English” (48). He is seen as one of the white men by his own people, simply because he is fluent in their language. By silencing the children in their own language and forcing them to turn to English, the school attempts to distance them from their culture, erase their Aboriginal identities and remake them as “Zhaunagush”.
However, this form of silencing is quickly revealed to be problematic. While Saul appears to be “studious” to the nuns and the priests as he “turn[s] to Zhaunagush books and language” in his “chrysalis of silence”, he refers to himself as retreating “further into [his] self-imposed exile” (Wagamese 49). The use of the word “exile” suggests that Saul does not successfully migrate from the Aboriginal culture into the White culture – he is simply being forcefully removed from his Aboriginal identity. While his retreat into silence implies a lack of resistance and submission towards White culture, it is really nothing more than a pretense. Similarly, the other children resist the silencing of their cultural roots by “learn[ing] to speak without moving their lips”, doing so “to keep their talk alive” (48). By resisting the silencing of the native language, which is linked to their culture, the Aboriginal children resist the erasure of their native culture as well.
While the Aboriginal children are able to reject the silencing and erasure of their native culture, they ultimately have no power to fight against the erasure that they themselves go through in a white-dominated system such as the residential school. This is seen through the way they are disposed of after their deaths – in “row on row of unmarked graves” (Wagamese 50). The unmarked graves signify the children’s loss of identity, when they die, there is no longer any evidence that such a person once lived – they are left out of the narrative of history. Similarly, when speaking about Lenny Mink’s death, Saul narrates that “there wasn’t a funeral. […] His body disappeared and none of the priests or nuns said anything about him again.” (80). Lenny Mink and the other children who die are literally wiped out of the narrative completely. By not acknowledging their deaths or speaking about them, the nuns and priests render these children’s lives void; it is almost as if they have never lived or existed in the first place.
Hence, the way Saul lists down the children that he meets in Chapter 12 is significant in that it rebuilds their identity and existence into the main narrative, resisting both the erasure of their persons and the Aboriginal culture. Saul starts off each person’s story with his or her full name, from “Arden Little Light” and “Sheila Jack” to “Shane Big Canoe” (Wagamese 49-51). It is almost as if he is marking their graves one by one, giving identity back to a nameless body. The structure of the text, with each person’s story coming one after the other, also forms the image of tombstones standing one after another in a graveyard. Here, Saul erects new tombstones for them with words, rewriting them into a narrative that they were previously erased from with silence.
Saul’s narrations about the children also notably include their heritage and where they came from before being taken to the residential school. He mentions how Arden “was from a people who had forged survival out of the bush as hunters, trappers, fishermen”, and how Sheila was a future shaman from “Wikwemikong” who had “been taught the traditional protocols of the medicine way” (Wagamese 50). Later on, he states that Shane’s “family was Metis from Saskatchewan” (51). The inclusion of details about their Aboriginal background seems to be a deliberate decision on Wagamese’s part, a direct rebellion against the residential school’s aim to “remove the Indian” from the children (46). While Sister Ignacia urges the children to abandon their past, telling Lonnie Rabbit that “your human father has nothing to offer you anymore” (45), Saul returns their cultural identities to them by using their native backgrounds to define their identities. By breaking the silence and relating these stories about them, he enables these people to exist in history, and by defining them with their Aboriginal roots, Saul resists the whitewashing that the residential school attempts to enforce on the children – in his narrations, they are Aborigines and nothing else.
Saul’s act of storytelling throughout the novel can also be seen as a form of resistance towards being a part of the erasure of the Aboriginal culture and people. He states that the “biggest crime” that the nuns and priests made was “making [the children] complicit through [their] mute and helpless witness” (Wagamese 80). He implies that silence is acquiescence. Although the children have no power to fight against the adults, by not standing up and saying anything about the nuns and priests’ abusive actions, they are all perpetuating the abuse and condoning it. Hence, by telling his story and revealing all the abuse that went on in the residential school, Saul steps up and out of complicity, rejecting the role of silent supporter that was imposed on him due to his lack of power. By telling his story, he gains complete control of his own narrative, resisting the erasure of his identity by recreating it himself.
Silence is a strong tool in Indian Horse; it is the act of omitting something from the narrative completely, erasing it from existence and opening it up to creative license by other people. However, Saul’s narrative, in many ways, resists the erasure of the Aboriginal culture and people from the course of history. While he was forcibly molded and stuffed into the white people’s narrative about Aboriginal people, by creating his own story, Saul manages to reshape events and people, restoring events and people who were left out by the dominant white narrative.
Camp, Richard Van. Tracking Heaven: Stories from First Nations’ Men and Women on Life, the Spirit World and Heaven. Waglisla, B.C., Richard Van Camp, 2000.
Wagamese, Richard. Indian Horse. Vancouver, BC, Douglas & McIntyre, 2012.